Sitting. On. alltimelow.com
Totally watching the countdown.
1 Day 20 Hours 58 Minutes.
So.Fucking.Excited.You.Have.NO.Idea.
Sometimes I’d like to grab a hammer and smash someone’s head against the wall until it literally sticks to the wall like a paint.
Won’t that be pretty.
no but seriously it scares me that you have to die alone like i dont want to be alone in a casket to rot away until bugs eat me like at least let me die with someone
Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me?
So basically,
I love my parents, don’t get me wrong, but they need to realize how much is actually going on in my head. I’m a teenager. These days, being a teenager is tough as balls. Society and expectations have made me insecure to points where I have wanted to just die, and trust me that’s not a good feeling. With all this, we have tons of work from school, and studying, and I volunteer, and I’m keeping myself busy. I have a set schedule, and my parents don’t realize that adding more pressure on my shoulders isn’t going to help me. I have limits, and they want me to step over those boundaries because they feel like I’m not working hard enough. Lol okay. I honestly do work as hard as I can, but they never seem to see that. No matter how hard I try, it’s never good enough. I’m trying not to overwhelm myself with everything and today was a perfect day for them to try and push me off the edge. Then they’ll end up wondering why I died.
Photo Courtesy: St. Johns County Sheriff’s Office, Florida
Charge(s): Sex offender violation
he’s a cutie
